I started a blog during the summer of 2010 to process my travels as a mother of a heroin addict. I have discovered the journey leads much deeper than my role as mother. It impacts me as wife, grandmother, woman and human. Thus, this new blog is born. I am becoming a complete person, struggling to discover myself at deeper levels than I ever imagined...

Friday, January 10, 2014

Done

I think I'm done. Funny I should feel so numb coming to that conclusion after 34 years. I've given my all and the one thing I can't give is the one thing he has to have to even begin to try.

Maybe I'm not numb. I'm pissed. He lied to me.He repented and said he was sorry for the very same thing he is doing now. Bastard. Liar. How can he claim to be godly when he does that?

I'm done. I'm done. I'm done.

It's gonna be so scary and hard. But I can't go on...

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